my life is shifting..i'm making it shift...small incremental twinges in the validity of old paradigms are being challenged....new ways of seeing, of believing, of acting, of being, are explored... and relished...

where this goes, where i go, remains a mystery, and that excites me...i'm realizing that the journey is not to get to a final destination; the journey is life...

so i'm moving...well, i moved...to wordpress. please come visit me and leave a few words at http://pacificfemme.wordpress.com/

j.

on the red-eye to new york tomorrow night....my first visit to the "big apple"....i'm getting excited....i just can't decide what to pack...

who needs a pillow...? looks pretty comfy to me....

i now remember why i don't let myself sleep in on sunday mornings....it makes trying to get to sleep on sunday nights a bitch!

so here i am six hours before i'm due to awake, wide awake, and frustrated....frustrated because i cannot sleep....frustrated because there are lose ends in some of my relationships right now, and thats hard for me....frustrated because i have to be patient for other things in my life, and that's also hard....

i guess i'm just in a bad place or a few hours....this too shall pass....

for the sake of equal air time....
this is my other little one, waverly...she's quiet, gentle, shy, and often harassed by panda... :)

this is one of my two "babies". her name is panda bear and i'd say she's a "special needs" kitty...seriously....

lately though, she's gotten even odder....it's my fault - i've been away too much, and now she's has become quite needy....i need a kitty nanny!