Wednesday, August 08, 2007
ah, sometimes i have to wonder about my sanity. it's been a hard couple of days. i've been riding too many waves of emtional highs and lows... i think it's time to do some soul searching, and to ask myself some questions about what i want to be doing with the rest of my life. it seems i'm in a holding pattern, and i don't want to be here anymore. i need to move on. i just don't know to what or to where....
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My life for 30 years has been in a holding pattern, one I thought I would be able to retire from and then go do something I liked.
Instead, as I'm a year short of retiring, they speak of doing away with our medical, making our retirement a 401K, and all kinds of other things that make me wonder exactly why I sold my soul to the devil. Yes, I was able to raise my sons and have them turn out well, but could I have done that and been happy as well?
Follow your heart, my friend, follow your heart!
alan
jlb... thanks for your positive message on my space... I would like to add you to my blogroll (I hope that is ok,,, yell soon if it isn't or forever hold your peace!)...
Anyways, I was thinking about what your latest entry said and I realized that I did not listen to what my mind was saying until the wall was there and it was too late. It sounds like you are realizing up front that some changes need to be made. I admire that.
Good luck girl. Big hugs through the internet.
NerdGirl
I know how you feel. I've been feeling the same for the last few years.
Keep your chin up, maybe you can transfer over to the Eastside with us.
paul
I know exactly how that feels, in fact I'm still feeling it. You just gotta keep the faith, you'll figure it out. We only get one go around you might as well do what you gotta do to be happy.
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