Wednesday, April 23, 2008

i wish i had the words to describe today....hard, thoughtful, real, significant, draining...i guess i had the words after all...

isn't it odd how a person can hold seemingly conflicting emotions at the same time....i'm both fearful and excited about the future....i'm both sad and contented that i'm moving through some difficult issues....i even seem to be able to hold resentment and forgiveness together in some sort of twisted ball....i suppose i have to unravel some of those threads.... :)

a thought to meditate upon: to give from the heart is to give without expectation of being thanked....to truly love is to love without expectation of having it returned....

goodnight.

3 comments:

Lesbianlife said...

So true...
and complicated...
hugs to you.

MLC said...

The only way there it through - and it can be hard. Training myself to remain in the present moment has been helpful to me.

janet

Prin said...

(more hugs)